Lo Que He Conseguido (feat. Swit EME)

There are times in life when everything slips away
And almost without thinking, your past resurfaces
For everything we've been through
For my fears and the blows I've taken
For trusting in someone who later betrayed me
I don't want more emptiness, no more cold in my embrace
I was just looking for love, but pain embraced me
I'm writing this as I drink a shot
For years, death has been following me
And here I am, barefoot

I don't care where I step or where I go
I don't know if I'll see the sunset tomorrow
Or if my soul will be shattered
I keep strengthening bonds, traveling to other universes
In communion with the stars
Merged with my ancestors
I extinguished the flame of my trail, ah
I want to be alone for the rest
I spend more than I earn and drink more than I should
I write at night because I can't sleep
Another cold January month, another year added to the calendar
Time is running out, I remind myself daily
I started in this with nothing and now I've even been on the radio

I've traveled all over Spain, stepping on stages
I'm a kid with no schedules, get used to changes
Even if you forget me, I won't forget your lips
I'm just a messenger, welcome to my mind
I walk blindly through the neighborhood, drinking my salary
Whether it's one or several, my problems are daily
Power lies in the mind, you choose how to control it
I wake up tired, I need to slow down
I'm a rich man without a palace, with my mind in space
But my heart wounded, I was more dead than alive
And even though I've been reborn, the forgetfulness still hurts
Time keeps killing me, it's a familiar face
I just want them to look at me, not at what I achieve
I don't care if thousands love me, I wanted to be with you
But I'll find the light, I know it's at the end of the road
I'm an angel and a demon, the message on a scroll

The light at the end of the tunnel, death as destiny
I await it with a cigar and a glass of wine
Meanwhile, in my memory of all I've learned
There's pain in the gaze that desires to throw itself into the sea
And if I were to die, I'd wish to sink even deeper
Only when I'm alone, only when no one else is there
This life has taught me not to trust others
Much love to the people who truly care about me
I wish this could be eternal so we never lose each other
But if life is life, it's because it comes to an end
And the day I lose you all, I'll shoot myself in the head
It doesn't scare me, I swear, it doesn't scare me
Trust no one, there are thoughts that embed
They'll call me a sellout for doing what I love, ah
I don't care if they don't find what they're looking for
This is for those who fight
Despite overthinking and losing reason
There's nothing purer than escaping what you think
And truly following your heart

Bridge, miranda
It's night in the city and I'm lost
I've drunk and lost my senses
I'm calm, just following the sound
I camouflage myself, escaping the noise
Even if there were thousands, I'd stay with you
But you didn't want that with me
I wake up, but I'm still asleep
I just want them to look at me, not at what I achieve
But they only see what I've achieved
I don't count the hardships I live through
I don't count the drinks I have, whether one or five
Your voice is all that matters to me, the rest is noise
There are words I don't measure, gestures I haven't valued
The loyalty of a friend you see once a year
We've grown and matured
Even if we're not the same, nothing has changed
But from one day to the next, everything changes
Hope turns to hate, joy turns to anger
The former withers, the latter spreads
I clench my fists, chew on the craving
That child's childhood began to run
When she cried, it started to rain
I couldn't hide, sometimes believing is power
And sometimes you try to love, but you can't
Sometimes you leave to never return
And sometimes you say you'll come back, but you don't
Sometimes the intention is to mess up
And sometimes I want to help, but I mess up anyway
Not everything is as one wants in this life
And if it were, I swear you'd be mine
But it's with loneliness that I share this empty bed
With whom I drink alone every day
I think more than I speak, hear more than I listen
I write more than I record, record more than I upload
You who know everything, predict my future
Make plans, in case the tree bears fruit
I suffer, I don't mind dying if it's in the studio
I swear, the quarry is a bond, not a group
I spit truths like temples, like punches
I want to travel the world
To every city, every country
To reach a place where the ground isn't gray
Where people don't betray each other, where I can be happy
Where the one you want most won't abandon you
If seeing is looking, you should see the falsehood behind my smile
But since seeing isn't looking
You only see me smile and don't notice the rest
Those lips are as cold as glass
When they touch my skin, they feel like sandpaper
Geminis will know that sometimes everything is fine
But they're not, no matter what you choose
I usually write deep
One day I was stabbed, it reached me to the core
With each blow, I toughen up and with each letter, I pull out that dagger a bit
And even if it doesn't come out completely, I try
Because there are things that even if you pull them out, they stay inside
I can't control my thoughts, my emotions, my nerves
No one can put me out if I ignite
Damn me if I do it for money
Everything was easier when I was a waiter
But I didn't want a normal life, I wanted this
To eat up all my nightmares to fulfill a dream
If you think I'll achieve it, you're not wrong
If I shut up three schools, you can't say a word
I said it in first grade to that teacher
My worth doesn't depend on her grade, I sing, you float
Take advantage while you can and the wind is at your back
Because with a snap of fingers, the tables turn
And you know everything changes here, don't act like you don't