またねがあれば (matane ga areba)
Mirei Touyama
If There's Another Goodbye
When I think about it, regret is only about two things
Birthday presents that couldn't be delivered
The clothes I wanted to show you became useless
I have to say goodbye
Ah, with this, I gaze
Well, that's it
Because of you, I have to tidy up the room
Even though there's not much time, what a thing
But when winter comes, if I can start that conversation
I'll end up crying next time
Is spring not good?
No no, if you're hit by the spring cheer
Even you, who are so great, will find it difficult
In summer, tears will mix with sweat
But I don't like the heat, so let's do it in autumn
I just tried saying that
Within the thirty-six months I spent with you
Half the happiness and half the regret
Grow, bloom, and the white flowers bloom
Was it just me?
The thirty-six days I lived with you
It's half happiness and an unrepeatable experience
Because it won't change
I'll throw it away tomorrow
Quietly nod, listen to me now
If that mysterious moment comes, it's not easy to get naked
I feel embarrassed thinking about throwing away the worst
Jump over the sorrow in your chest
Don't joke before the tears
I know, I'm joking
I search for a sloppy smile and a pair of mismatched socks
I absolutely won't say thank you, a field of flowers that sometimes bloom
By doing that, always, I should have lived, right?
I should have walked, right?
The same story again, no matter how many times I hear it, it's not enough
Days like water, a love song without carbonation
Even with tasteless gum, I'm fine
If it's to the point of throwing it away, what if I swallow it?
When I think about it, regret is only about two things
Birthday presents that couldn't be delivered
The clothes I wanted to show you became useless
Ah, after that
Even if we become unable to see each other as friends
The me inside you was surprisingly small
There were things I wanted to say, things I wanted to hear, but it was too late
If I summarize, there's only one thing
I still loved you
Three years' worth of memories you left behind
Half the happiness and half the happiness
If there's another goodbye, I'll struggle
No matter how many times you say it, it's not enough
It's half happiness, a happiness without mixing
I can't get used to it, but there's no more goodbye
So I'll say thank you from my side
You smile too
Hey, smile
Hey, smile
I said it so it wouldn't be too heavy
Just a superficial goodbye
That doesn't mean anything