Cobalt

The blue light was shining
My eyes sharpen at 25:30
Like an unnoticed blue sky
The outline of pain vaguely appears
While losing, I held onto
A slightly embarrassed new page
Even if I swipe, what remains
Is the smiles of the friends around

Yes, I want someone to understand
A wish hidden in colorless transparency
Holding my breath in the deep sea of my heart
Exhaling all at once, sanity returns

The dry days suddenly come to mind
The times spent extremely naturally
Even if reality gets dirty
The sky we saw together is the only real thing

The blackboard informed me
I can't understand it more than grammar
Disappearing in less than 25 hours
A drifting story, that's lonely
It's impossible after all
Like giving up on climbing against the current
I won't give up
On my present self

Wrapped in rebellious emotions
Struggling through worries and doubts
It's not about zero or one hundred
Draw the unfinished future with these hands
Unable to even prove my existence
In a world piercing through the center of my chest
Cobalt and blue overflow

Surely different from yesterday
The wind swimming inside my T-shirt
Seems to fly far away
Suddenly, I thought, 'I'm alive'

The withdrawn curriculum
Experience is not just about being small
It doesn't come across from the delivery
I want to face the cries of my heart

There are days when
I feel this is meaningless
But from here
I'm not alone
Towards stepping into tomorrow

Wrapped in the current cloudy situation
Seeking, searching, getting involved
Even if the results are the same
The scenery changes depending on the process
'I want to do my best' sounds ordinary
But somehow, I thought, 'That's enough'
Hope resonates because we met

No matter how twisted
Or overflowing
With weaknesses and strengths
I can't hide
That's also me
Everyone
Embracing both weakness and strength

Absurdity
Irrelevance
Not by force
Not forcing
Reading the air
Losing color
What color was
My heartbeat

I looked up at the sky
Endlessly continuing blue

I won't give up
On my present self

Wrapped in rebellious emotions
Struggling through worries and doubts
It's not about zero or one hundred
Draw the unfinished future with these hands
Unable to even prove my existence
In a world piercing through the center of my chest
Cobalt and blue overflow

Perfect
True blue