Un Alma En Pena

The house without light, the cold in my feet
I start to think, I lie down the other way around
In bed and time goes by, just remembering
Like a soul in pain, I keep waiting

I am so lacking in affection from past years
From a child wanting, from an adult hating
And I prefer to play dumb to not feel so alone
I just flow like a river, discreetly smiling

I put on the long dress, the sparkle covers everything
Fear bubbling, laughter delirious
And I'm back to zero in my account
Even if I lost a finger, I surrender again

How badly I've been brought up, I try to hide it
Let the wounds heal
I live waiting
And I start making a list of so many, so many cursed ones
In the homeland that adopts me, there are so many missing

And I have so much sorrow, so much anger in my throat
Towards this distant, selfish and killing humanity
And to sing from within, it doesn't matter whose voice it is
There's so much to say, one song is not enough
I'm not very good at speaking, nor writing
Just crazy words from a crazy person who has died