Deny

Today feels different, I don't know why
Maybe it's just my mood, I guess
Trying to ignore me, I'm lying to myself

Even on days like this, I'm not the same
It's not like it used to be anymore
Can I say that I'm looking at you?

Yeah, the fun is short-lived, I'm drunk every day
Dizzy again, swallowing bitter whiskey
Can't fall asleep, I see you on the ceiling
Is it a dream or reality? Your smile is so clear

I want to erase everything, I hate feeling chased
Why does the memory of you linger so heavily?
Even if it's blurry, I'm running away now
When I think of you, it's so vivid, you ruin me

Every place where I go
Can't stop this feeling
Pretending like it doesn't matter

It's always you, all about you
Maybe you're not
Maybe, maybe you're not
Even if you say I'm not your type
I can't escape from you

Do you love me?
Maybe you're not
Maybe, maybe you're not
Even though you hate me, baby
Can't take my eyes off you, baby

In this one-sided relationship, sometimes emptiness hits hard
It's overwhelming, I can barely breathe
How long do I have to endure this?
Are you used to just waiting around like this?

I don't want waiting to become a habit
Don't deny this fact, you know me well, right?
Can't take my eyes off you
Or should I close my eyes and give up on you?

Even when I'm indifferent
I get shaken by your traces
I wait for the long wait
Baby, I just want you all day

Can't get you outta my head
The more I push you away, the more I'm drawn in
Are you still far away?

Every place where I go
Can't stop this feeling
Pretending like it doesn't matter

It's always you, all about you
Maybe you're not
Maybe, maybe you're not
Even if you say I'm not your type
I can't escape from you

Do you love me?
Maybe you're not
Maybe, maybe you're not
Even though you hate me, baby
Can't take my eyes off you, baby