Honestly

I don't want to hurt you
But now I have to say
I can't hold back my feelings
I'm feeling suffocated
I want to end it
I want to cry out loud
Everything changes, day and night
When that night passes
A new day will come
That feeling every day
Wakes me up in the morning
I search desperately
To erase you completely
I’m sorry

I loved seeing you every day
I loved hearing your stories
Now it feels like time has passed
We're just strangers
Even if you tell me interesting stories
I'm just pretending to listen

Oh ah, you loved more than anyone else
You were the most beautiful in the world
Why did you do this to me?
I want to freeze time

Should I honestly tell you?
You already know
Now when I see you
I feel nothing
Should I honestly tell you?
Don't be surprised, maybe
I'll cry when I see you
Should I honestly tell you?
I can't do anything
Your eyes are full of me
Should I honestly tell you?
You're foolishly laughing

You first appeared to me
With a bright smile on your face
Time quickly passed by
The moments with you
Now they've stopped
When I look back
I see the bright me
The me who pushed you away
The thoughts I had alone
The moment of regret
When I grab your hand and you speak
I've waited so long, come quickly

Oh ah, you love more than anyone else
You're the most beautiful in the world
Why did you do this to me?
I want to freeze time

Should I honestly tell you?
You already know, now when I see you
I feel nothing
Should I honestly tell you?
Don't be surprised, maybe
I'll cry when I see you
Should I honestly tell you?
I can't do anything, your eyes are full of me
Should I honestly tell you?
You're foolishly laughing

You changed just like yesterday
Only I changed
I must have gone crazy
For a moment, I felt relieved
I saw you
I never thought I'd have these feelings
It's really a temporary illusion
I hope you'll hold me

Should I honestly tell you?
I can't even say it
I've put that time
Behind me
Should I honestly tell you?
Don't be surprised, maybe
I'll cry when I see you
Should I honestly tell you?
I can't do anything
Your eyes are full of me
Should I honestly tell you?
You're foolishly laughing