Surf

I found out already
You can't undo
What I don't want
It's raining again
Understand, I don't want it
Well, I found out

I don't want to know anymore
If you force it, I can't drink
I thought I wanted it
Just once
Let it go
That's when I understood

It's not true
I don't want to remember
I swore that it had
Been a dream
It seems I must
Stop drinking

Now I'm better
It's exhausting

I don't want to know anymore
If you force it, I can't drink
I thought I wanted it
Just once
I let you go
You weren't for me