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I have to tell you something that feels bad to me
What I felt for you seems to have gone away
But I swore never to hurt you
For you, for me, for so many years
I wanted to catch him but he left

And here I am planning everything, to do it right
After the trip we have in April
But February is too long
I don't think I can hide it
How to be sincere and be subtle

And although I have to see you suffer
And I can't help it anymore
I swear today it is worse to say than to hear

I don't know whether to say it's because of an issue in my work.
I don't know whether to say it's not you even if it's not me
There is no way to hide the fact that in every kiss there is underneath
A downhill future
That although it is with me it is not the best
Because if there is anything that scares me more than telling you that I love you
It would be telling you that my love for you is gone

There are certain things that will be inevitable
If I'm honest your friends are going to hate me just the same
Even though I'm feeling so guilty
And telling you feels bad to me
I want to do it well
And calculate the strength in my embrace
It can't be so cold or tear you to pieces
Don't get excited if there is no point
Because I

I don't know whether to say it's because of an issue in my work.
I don't know whether to say it's not you even if it's not me
There is no way to hide the fact that in every kiss there is underneath
A downhill future
That although it is with me it is not the best

Because if there is anything that scares me more than telling you that I love you
It would be hiding a song from you
Don't give you an explanation
But I got rid of this guilt once and for all

It would be telling you that my love for you is gone