Color Of Drops

Wearing the colors given by someone else
I've been playing a different role
With my hand on my heart, I sing, this is me
Trying to convince myself

Every day feels so far from my dreams, just sinking down
Tears spill from my closed eyes

Even if I were to be reborn a thousand times
I know I could never be me again
So I’ll take my true self, this honest color
And paint the monochrome world with my voice

Searching for the colors someone wished for me
I’ve walked this path to find them
Before I knew it, I lost track of my place and my goal
I ended up lost

Forcing a smile, just fooling myself
Tears fell from the clear blue sky

Even if I basked in the light a thousand times
Colors built on lies can’t shine
So I’ll hold tight to my true self, this honest color
And go searching for a rainbow after the rain

Clumsy, tough, a crybaby, and unreliable
But I’ll embrace it all, every bit of it

Even if I were to be reborn a thousand times
I know I could never be me again
I believe in the day when my true self, this honest color
Will reach someone’s heart

Even if a thousand, ten thousand cold rains fall
I’ll paint the monochrome world vividly with my voice
In my own colors.