UN MILIONE DI NOTTI

I wonder if you have found the answers you seek
If it's true that you have met the person you're waiting for
You read me inside and see what I feel
I know it's a mistake and I want to do it again
But it's a leap into the void
In this sea of words you drag me down
I panic and swim, or at least I try

We look at each other from afar without ever touching
The truth is scary when it's right in front of you
And sometimes takes your breath away
I never looked for you
Yet you found me
As I was falling
I don't know what we are but I know what you are
And you know what I am more than I would like
It's late now, and maybe even for us
It's already night outside, it's the last one if you want

If I stay here I feel the sea flowing from my eyes
Even after a million nights
I'm afraid of you
Sorry if I can never find the words
I just want to forget you but it's so difficult now that
It's the last night with you

I don't know if you can trust me
I have much more to lose from you than I can give
It would be easier to hate each other
And build walls around us to be more distant
But I've always been there and so have you
Like your fears
For these emotions that I hide maybe there are no cures
That leave a mark and hurt like stings

If I stay here I feel the sea flowing from my eyes
Even after a million nights
I'm afraid of you
Sorry if I can never find the words
I just want to forget you but it's so difficult now that
It's the last night with you

We share the blame
Without wanting to hide
We fall apart once again until
Only dust remains of us
If the sea flows from our eyes
For a million nights when you leave
It's another knot to untie
It hurts but maybe

If I stay here I feel the sea flowing from my eyes
Even after a million nights
I'm afraid of you
Sorry if I can never find the words
I just want to forget you but it's so difficult now that
It's the last night with you