Broken Sky

Swimming through the foggy time
Feeling the waves of life
The creaking sky shattered and disappeared

With just my left hand of mere coincidence
Testing the gods
(It felt like I could catch them)
Finding you at the end of the cycle
I was crying

Telling lies (I did)
Even though I couldn't hear anything
I was smiling

My incompetent self is cruel
The balance of life and death intertwine
The colorless sin
(Still hidden)
The judgment of the drizzle
Blocked the screams from afar
The distorted sky shattered and disappeared

I've come this far with a fever
Thinking of a lullaby
(I haven't slept in years)
Even if I throw everything away, I don't mind
I found the morning

Cutting (my hair)
No one notices me either
In this world

In the depths of my brain is a prison
Trembling with love and madness
An endless punishment
(While not atoning)
The faint prayer
Melted softly into a scream
The creaking sky shattered and disappeared

Only the broken parts will continue to break
While someone steps on someone else's shadow
Surely, what I want to protect
Shouldn't be spoken out loud
What has value will be stolen
And buried in my chest

Is my incompetent self cruel?

My incompetent self is cruel
The balance of life and death intertwine
The colorless sin
(Still hidden)
The judgment of the drizzle
Blocked the screams from afar
The distorted sky shattered and disappeared

Is my incompetent self cruel?
There's a heaven visible beyond