Luto Vivo

It's not about liking being alone
It's about the fear of turning the page
And seeing you start another book
Ending up liking it feels like living grief
Getting used to your absence
And still feeling the love from the start

Maybe I've already lost the love of my life
Waiting for you
To find another love of my life
So I can forget you

I'm not moving through life
I'm just watching it go by
With each month, each year
With each friend who's getting married
We haven't found anyone
Because we're still figuring ourselves out
We're not ready
To see the other loving