Hyena (ハイエナ)
My First Story
Hyena
Spending time in cracked happiness
I'm sick of it, feeling like sad ashes
Biting and interfering, just pushing ego
Who's the one that's so damn annoying?
Struggling, crying, embracing, covered in blood
Why doesn't it change? Just me alone
Can't be happy? Can't make it happen? That's why I run away
Without a smile, just craving love again
I'm weak, so weak, stubbornly weak
Can't do anything alone
Acting like I know everything
Pushing away the love that comes close
Even someone like me will become strong, listen
Every time I see happy faces passing by
I'm sick of it, starting to stain my dark heart
Looking down, screaming, but no one turns around
Where does it hurt so damn much?
Brushing off, avoiding, wearing out
Can't change? At least just me alone
Standing still in the midst of happiness, playing out loneliness
Blaming others without trying to understand
I'm weak, so weak, stubbornly weak
Can't do anything alone
Acting like I know everything
Pushing away the love that comes close
Even someone like me will become strong, listen
I've always thought I was alone
I've been living like that for so long
But now, I'm starting to think it's the two of us
If these feelings that make me move forward reach you
I'm weak, so weak, stubbornly weak
Can't live alone anymore
I'm weak, so weak, stubbornly weak
Can't do anything alone
Because I want to be with you forever
I truly feel that way now
Let me stay by your side, even someone like me
Will become strong, listen