Los Zurdos Mueren Antes

Hours in front of a paper, thinking
Years in front of a paper, talking
Worlds under the skin, traveling
How to calm my being? Searching
Speaking is another way to silence heartbreak
Praying only wastes time for the sinner
From falling so much, the ground is my best friend
I only listen to the heart, the rest is noise
I'm still alive, though lost because the path is long
I'm only believable when I say what I think
Your lack of consensus screams urgently at me today
That in rap there are never emergency exits
It's the incoherence of existing, I don't celebrate great feats
But from small things, I know how to make the best parties
I was the one who kept every listener away from the abyss
But tell me, who protects me from myself?
Wishing for David to seek out Goliath and defeat him
Wishing for the soap bubble to never burst
Impossible, living waiting for the impossible
Trying to repeat the unrepeatable
Free, that's how I am when I capture what I feel and tell you
They call it maturity, jumping without a safety net, falling laughing
I propose a tango, with a toast playing in the background
You listen to me smoking big joints of your Greenpeace
I live in my blank pages
While I paint rages and erase my disenchantments
Fear and anger, memories that are lies
They don't understand that a poem can save their lives
Don't measure my worth by my manliness or my economy
Measure it by my good calligraphy
I suffer from joy, though my faith remains undecided
And all my scars take the shape of a smile
I'm the prisoner, but who will be the key?
I cough and cough, but who will be the syrup to stop this deterioration?
I'm one of those who will never believe in anything, but who want everything
Proud to see my daisies dry
Proud not to be what you sometimes need
Proud that I don't give a shit if you invite me
And to look up at the ceiling without having visitors
If I live in an era where fools settle
Where caring about language is no longer fashionable (yes)
I live in an era where children are corroded
Where Wisin and Yandel sell more than Leonard Cohen
And what do you expect? I prefer sad things
Spiders to swans, dramas to jokes
Nothing to lose when you don't care if you exist
When she rejects you, but you insist
My three parts are: Heart, mind, and balls
Guess which one imposes its conditions
So many temptations that come close to me
But today I'm relaxed on every cliff
Alone, so many metaphors alone
Rap paints palaces on top of its shacks
I come with the face of a goodbye more than a hello
With a mic on my ankle like someone carrying a gun
Ah! And so comfortable in Alcatraz
The prison of my freedom where I find peace (in peace, ah!)
Peace is never being on any side
Peace is not explaining to anyone the where or when
Peace is erasing, creating new worlds
It's disappointing you and quickly moving on to another matter
Peace to all those who have suffered and still trust
To those whom pain has never prevented from smiling
Love was my only ideology
And the most beautiful girl was always the one who least pretended
I don't miss the train of luck in case it's the only one
I give every kiss very strongly in case it's the last
I don't suffer stage fright, I love my audience
My phrases calm much more than a barbiturate
What am I going to do? If they made me of stone
Without awards, but I'm like a war hero
What am I going to do? If they imitate me and don't admit it
I know there's no shame if I'm a soul stripper
I write labyrinths and rap freedoms
So distrustful, I no longer believe even my truths
So many doors, but keys are missing
You know, my mental fears always arrive punctually
You see, I travel through the cracks that time leaves me
Yesterday I planned everything that's happening to me now
I don't regret the bullets I spent
Nor did I crawl to get a piece of the cake
I'm sorry, and today I witness my progress more than my income
Always close to my bars, like a prisoner
And I enjoy it, no, there's no other substitute, no
My rap teaches all that school doesn't
And I do it smoothly (smoothly)
I only rest if they sedate me (sedate me)
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