Esquizofrenia

The bottle of whiskey is agonizing in your name
My liver curses it, but doesn't recognize it
I still remember when you were in my bed with my clothes
I thought you loved me, damn bitch (ah)

My blood smells like your perfume
My tears taste like the kisses you didn't give me
What pisses me off the most is that I still love you
What I don't know is if here with me or under the ground

I told you that you would remember me
When all the crows flew over you
But we're not going to see each other again
Since May 23rd, they're all dead

Don't hurt me anymore, I only see you in dreams
I swear I'd like to wake up, but I can't
It's always the same memories
You on all fours, like a bitch, and me giving it to you like a pig

I thought I was an atheist, but I think about you all day
And if you weren't a goddess, I swear I'd kill you
But, if there's something this shitty life has taught me
It's better to die before living surrounded by lies (ah)

I know you were expecting the topic
But, you weren't expecting this banger to play
To vent these voids on paper is what fills me
And even if you have dark skin, you'll never be my queen again (ah)

You'll never be my queen again
I was never your king just for spilling sperm
I promise your ways have left my mind sick
And it hurts that all this is now just foam (ah)

I would paint your whole neighborhood
So you'd remember my last name all your life
But I don't waste the can or my time
For a mouth that no longer kisses me and eyes that don't look at me

There was no commitment, but there was respect
Something the stone that stumbles never got
And, how do you want me to understand you, cousin?
If you wanted to get out of the fire and you got into Vesuvius

My friends and my parents were getting on my nerves
And I stood up for you because I trusted you
Now they spend the day telling me I told you so
Wiping the tears from a face without a gaze (ah)

And you wanted to give me explanations
Are there any when bombs explode on planes? (Ah)
Don't mess with me
You deserve that, you don't deserve a man

I could eat up the scene
But I don't write about the shit you all like
I don't make songs for you to dance in the summer
I make epitaphs for you to cry in the autumn (ah)

I don't smoke weed anymore
But I'd smoke 15 to forget that pussy
I've fucked with others too, but it's not the same
I end up seeing your ass in all of them

A tattoo must have meaning
And if you're not a queen, I don't know why you got tattooed
I don't find the sense
I'm the bird that flies from the lion's tooth to never return to the nest

And I'm not sorry (ah)
I hate you, but I hold on to what we've lived
When I see your photo, I touch the edge of delirium
We'll see each other again, girl from the neighborhood (ah)

Girl from the neighborhood
We'll see each other again, girl from the neighborhood (ah)
Girl from the neighborhood
We'll see each other again, eh (eh)

You know there's no one like me
I try to see your face in all the ones I fuck
You know there's no one like me
I try to see your face in all the ones I fuck

Don't hurt me anymore, I only see you in dreams
I swear I'd like to wake up, but I can't
It's always the same memories
You on all fours like a bitch and me giving it to you like a pig

Don't hurt me anymore, I only see you in dreams
You on all fours like a bitch and me giving it to you like a (Fuck)