Diver

The distant submarine is getting further away
In the too blue sky, I can't even picture tomorrow
In a crowd of people so dense they can't even breathe
I've been diving here since who knows when

Spit out all the sadness
It's okay to just look ahead
But that's not very honest
Even if I turn everything into my enemy
I can faintly feel the light
If I can go that far

Wanting to breathe, it's painful here
The night of just looking up at the darkness
Is a struggle with decompression sickness
I want to make sure I'm alive
Aiming for the deep sea, let's take another breath

When I redraw the map in my head
Last night, full of things I lacked, I was scared alone
I always thought I was strong
I always thought I was stronger than anyone

The lost swan
Was floating in the starry night sky
The rain that fell like comfort
It seems we can't become what we want to be
If stars are stars, then I am me
How far can I go?

Swallowing down my heavy anger
Spitting out just a little prayer
The rain that fell like a signal

Wanting to breathe, it's painful here
I, who only look up at the darkness
Have no way to float

If I want to make sure I'm alive
Aiming for the deep sea, just once more

Try to breathe
If you notice true happiness, you won't drown again