Nostalgia (feat. Carlos Torres)

What's happening to me, why don't I understand
I always wonder what's happening to me
I'm not happy, if you believed it
It's something different and I can't figure it out

Today here in my mind, my memories remain
From those times when I was just a kid
Playing with my brothers in my past times
We were very close, but now we talk little

It castrates me to think about it, but I can't help it
My parents are far from this poor devil
It's fate, I wish it were different
Different paths, I know we got the same

Only memories remain, and I don't let myself think
A familiar feeling, that sometimes makes me feel bad
Day by day, I think about everything that has happened to me
Sometimes I don't even know where I am standing

Only God will be able to guide me on this damn day
Many things end, but can't be avoided
I'm not afraid of what happens to me daily
I know I think a lot, but this is marked

I light a cigarette to relax for a while
When I'm thinking about my next step
There are things in my plan, I'll keep working
The goals in my mind and I'll keep achieving them

Today I only laugh at the cold moments
When I was living at my uncle's house
And slept on the floor, it was a great sacrifice
But, little by little, I overcame myself

Before I leave, let me remind you
That I'm more than ready to mess you up
There are many conceited ones, who want to see me lost
If they only knew that in life I'm a beast

Only memories remain, and I don't let myself think
A familiar feeling, that sometimes makes me feel bad
Day by day, I think about everything that has happened to me
Sometimes I don't even know where I am standing

Only God will be able to guide me on this damn day
Many things end, but can't be avoided
I'm not afraid of what happens to me daily
I know I think a lot, but this is marked