Light Bulb

So I turn off
That alarm clock

I should get up after the sun rises
My usual routine
Even though I know the time is lacking
I still look for you
I tried to find a way out
But it seems like
Your dark house
Reflects our lives
On and off
And on and off and on
I erase the days that have become dull
The flickering light
Even if you're distant
I must have done this several times
I'm swaying
In a meaningless emotional vacuum
Hurting and damaging each other
Without drifting apart
You're holding onto the line
But my signal is already cut off
From your friends

So I turn off, I'll erase you
So I turn off, I'll erase myself

So I turn off
Even if I try to leave you
So I keep up with my own thing
Don't keep up with my style
I need more of those wake up calls
Those wake up calls
Still erasing the dull days
If I turn around

The flickering light looks like
A trembling light bulb
Even if it seems like it'll go out

Trembling, trembling
It's trembling

Placing it on the edge of the table
In the picture, our faces
Look happy, I think
But I can't find it now
Because I'm busy creating illusions
Nobody loves that
Where do I want to escape to
Why do I want to cry
With words that can't be said
You trapped me, deceived me
Only the lies
Were remembered, forgotten
And that's a chaos
Who loves more, who loves more
Between the two of us, who's more
Stop saying that, who's more
I'll know until the end
You seem to be unable to understand
I might not be able to understand more

So I turn off, I'll erase you
So I turn off, I'll erase myself

So I turn off
Even if I try to leave you
So I keep up with my own thing
Don't keep up with my style
I need more of those wake up calls
Those wake up calls
Still erasing the dull days
If I turn around

The flickering light looks like
A trembling light bulb
Even if it seems like it'll go out

Trembling, trembling
It's trembling

Placing it on the edge of the table
In the picture, you and my faces
(I've been awaken all night long)
I still see the confusion
Why do I hate looking
My eyes are closing
I'll erase you for a moment
Trembling, trembling
It's trembling

Placing it on the edge of the table
In the picture, you and my faces

So I turn off, I'll erase you
So I turn off, I'll erase myself

So I turn off
Even if I try to leave you
So I keep up with my own thing
Don't keep up with my style
I need more of those wake up calls
Those wake up calls
Still erasing the dull days
If I turn around