Mentiras

Life has suddenly turned gray.
I miss your calls,
showing up by my side with an extra kiss,
dying at my feet.
Why don't I ask for any explanations anymore,
I don't intend to change anything about you,
I just hoped that your cowardice,
in a moment of boldness,
would allow you to confess your lies to me...
Lies in my bed.

When you appeared in this place
just to erase it all later,
the night had parked at the back door
and my world was spinning, dancing nonstop.
Why don't I believe any of your gestures anymore.
I know your looks when you say nothing.
I look at you patiently waiting for you to tell me.
I already know from your silences
that you want me to leave again,
to fill everything with lies...
Lies in my bed.

I just hoped to see you love me carefully,
to catch you crying for me just one day,
to realize I'm wrong if you look at me like that.

Lies...