Ultaviolencia

I would hide behind your shadow
Your shadow, that you honor, claw and amaze
And although I'm afraid to suffer

I would love for you to make me feel
Like living, like dying, to drown me and survive
To kiss me, to shatter me
For your tongue to touch my body

And everything goes wrong for us
Our love doesn't seem normal
Lick my eyes and my cheeks
Drive all your splinters into me
I feel so lost
When you insult me in my ear
Your annihilating sweat makes me delirious for you today

I'm so lost, I don't know where I'm going
Forgive me, darling, but I'm so insane
I don't know where I'm going, I don't know where I am
Forgive me, darling, but I'm so insane

And tie me up, shake me, break me, and spit on me
I don't want your love, I want your ultraviolence
And tie me up, shake me, break me, and spit on me
I don't want your love, I want your ultraviolence
Spit in my heart, spit in my heart
This is motherfucking ultraviolence
Spit in my heart, spit in my heart
This is motherfucking ultraviolence

Make me shut up, what doesn't make me want you
Kiss you, touch you, and have you again
Feel that I have you, feel that I lose you
Feel crazy, become sane
Because your lips conquered me
Loved me, healed me, and tortured me
After all the bad in the world
Your filthy love drives me crazy
I sink, I sink
I sink deep, I sink
To the ground, to the underworld
If our love has no decency
Then I want your ultraviolence
I've tried to forget you, but I start to remember
That I go without reason, without a heart
That I'm yours until the end, my love

I'm so lost, I don't know where I'm going
Forgive me, darling, but I'm so insane
I don't know where I'm going, I don't know where I am
Forgive me, darling, but I'm so insane

And tie me up, shake me, break me, and spit on me
I don't want your love, I want your ultraviolence
And tie me up, shake me, break me, and spit on me
I don't want your love, I want your ultraviolence
Spit in my heart, spit in my heart
This is motherfucking ultraviolence
Spit in my heart, spit in my heart
This is motherfucking ultraviolence