Boa Noite, Deus (Sped Up)

Good night, God
It's just that lately I've been trying to walk on my own two feet
Dad, sorry
My nature must drive You crazy
I came here to apologize, vent, or express myself
I don't know
I know You won't judge me
You'll probably hug me, that's what I need
Everything is so hard, or rather, I don't even know
I have a habit of downplaying what I feel
Consequently, I don't say what I feel
And another habit of starting and giving up
In the middle of the road, I know, it's ridiculous
And more other habits that I prefer not to say

I overcame this friendship thing
I overcame this shortness thing
I overcame this falsehood thing
I see that You have the best for me

I'm sorry for taking it all out on You
You welcomed me when no one wanted to come and feel
What I was feeling
What I was asking for
Meanwhile, I abandoned You
I tried to walk in my own ways
Dad, sorry, I hurt so many people
And my excuse was to say: It's part of it
There were nights when I just said: It's late
There were nights when I just felt anxiety
And thought that the solution was to consume coaching videos
(Oh, man)

I'm not worthy to call You Father
If You don't forgive me, I'll understand
Last request, Father: Make me the best for her
I've lost so much in my life, I don't want to lose you
Amen

Good night, son
I know you're tired
I know what you're going through, I know about last night
You couldn't pray, but let me tell you: Don't worry
I'll forgive you as many times as you need, but try to improve
I'll look for you every time you leave without warning

When you're tired, overwhelmed, you can come and call friends
I'll relieve you, if you need to vent, you know I'll be available
When you just cry, you don't need to justify, you know I understand
You don't have the courage to speak
You can't express yourself

I know every time you cried because you had no friends
I know every time you looked in the mirror and felt terrible
You pretended to be okay so you wouldn't tell anyone you weren't okay
I remember the time you cried and said you couldn't stand having a good heart

Son, I know it hurts
But I have overcome the world and you don't need to worry
I know there are many bad people, but you don't need to take it out on them, don't become like them
I sent several new people into your life
I hope you like them, I hope I got it right
And remember you're not alone, son
And remember you're not alone, son
You're not alone