Mesmo Dizendo Que Não

Nick Ghost's song 'Mesmo Dizendo Que Não' delves into the tumultuous emotions of love, heartbreak, and addiction. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with the aftermath of a failed relationship, where the protagonist feels deceived and used. The opening lines, 'Eu vejo as cores se formando só pra depois ir embora,' suggest a fleeting beauty that quickly fades, symbolizing the transient nature of the relationship. The protagonist's realization that 'se parece filme foi tudo uma farsa' underscores the disillusionment with what seemed like a perfect love but turned out to be a facade.

The song also explores the protagonist's struggle with substance abuse as a coping mechanism. References to 'comprimidos' and 'Alprazolam' highlight the reliance on medication to numb the pain, which only leads to further depression and a sense of being lost. The line 'Eu juro que eu tava dopado' indicates a state of being under the influence, which has caused misunderstandings and further strained the relationship. The recurring theme of feeling 'dopado' and 'perdido' emphasizes the protagonist's sense of helplessness and disorientation.

Moreover, the song touches on themes of betrayal and abandonment. The protagonist questions whether anyone would help if they were in dire need, as seen in 'E se eu sangrasse eles ajudariam? Eu acho que não.' This line reflects a deep-seated mistrust and a feeling of being let down by those around them. The mention of 'armadilha' and 'armação' suggests that the protagonist feels trapped and manipulated, adding to the overall sense of despair. The closing lines, where the protagonist dismisses superficial attractions and acknowledges their own flaws, 'Eu não ligo pra vadias porque eu sou um cuzão,' reveal a self-awareness and a resignation to their current state.