Diver

That horizon is getting further away
In the too blue sky, I can't even imagine tomorrow
A crowd of people so stagnant they can't even breathe
When did I slip in here

Spit out the sadness
Is it enough to just look ahead
I can't stay sane like this
Even if I turn everything against me
I can faintly feel the light
If I can go that far

I want to breathe, it's suffocating here
The night of just looking up at the darkness
A diver struggling in the deep pressure
I want to make sure I'm alive
Aim for the deep seabed and breathe again

If I turn the map in my head upside down
It's full of things missing, a night I spent alone in fear
I always thought I was strong
I always thought I was stronger than anyone

A lost swan
Floating in the starry night sky
Rain started to fall as if to comfort
But it seems we can't part
If stars are stars, then I am me
How far can I go

Carrying a heavy anchor
Spitting out a little prayer
Rain started to fall as if giving a sign

I want to breathe, it's suffocating here
I, who can only look up at the darkness
A diver with no way to float

If you want to make sure you're alive
Aim for the deep seabed just once more

Try to breathe
If you realize it's just happiness, you won't drown again