Boku No Kirai Na Kimi Ga Shindara, Boku Wa Warau No Darou Ka?
Nightmare
If You, Who I Hate, Were to Die, Would I Laugh?
Once upon a time, in a tale long gone
There’s no one left to tell the story
Predicting the mood of the season, it’s clear
It’s not some imaginary thing
It’s real enough to touch with my fingers
I desperately wished for a visit
An endless end
With my ears shut tight, I’m consumed by your laughter
I don’t want to hear that sound, it tears at my heart
The truth is a twisted riddle
What are you?
It’s not that you’re bad
It’s this feeling that’s wrong
This soul is changing
Yesterday and today, I’m a different person
While I’m lost, I keep living in the now
Even hating you
That’s just part of the job
With my ears shut tight, I’m consumed by your laughter
I don’t want to hear that sound, it tears at my heart
The truth is a twisted riddle
What are you?
Countless flowers of the phantom bloom at my feet
Which flower should I pick to plant in my heart?
And then, the endless cycle of questions repeats
Like I’m enjoying it
When you, who I hate, die
Would I laugh?
What about my confidence?
