Dependencia Emocional (Animes) (feat. VMZ e JowSanth)

I wish I could feel
But it's so far from me
I feel thrown in the corner
And my heart tells me yes

That I should have taken care of myself before
That's why my face looks so down
I can't say anything relevant
Sorry, I can't look in the eyes when I speak

But seeing you pass by hurts me
I think of unlikely futures like never before
And I know I don't deserve your attention
And I also can't explain if this is neediness or loneliness

Just tell me who would believe?
That someone like me deserves to be loved one day
I was born to be alone, this end is already certain
But why do I find myself begging for affection?

It must be so good to love
And be reciprocated
I'm tired of being
With a broken heart

I know I need to wait
But until when?
If the problem is me, I don't know

Nights and more nights
Alone thinking
When will I be able to see you
Just tell me until when
Do I need to wait?
For this pain in my chest to go away
And if it will come back
I just wanted to understand
So I can stop suffering

So tell me who would be fine
By the side of someone who only hurt me
I know where I failed and where I succeeded
But I didn't avoid that we both ended
No, don't look at me with that feeling that it would work out
We have such incompatible flaws
I see in your eyes, but I don't deny love
That I would rather be closer
That you water my desert
For a while I ask for your forgiveness
For having to say no, but this way I don't carry
The weight of hurting you
With tears I can't stay
It will take time to heal
And until then
The wind will take

What we lived
It was you and me
Until life took
Both of us to a place that never deserved
Explain to me what happened?
Why are we so far apart?
I see you in the same place
With the same memories
But nothing is the same as before

I caused a lot of pain, I know
Today I can't even look at myself anymore
Things I haven't overcome
How far will this suffocate me?

If I could, I would have gone back to not suffocate you
I pretend to leave that aside
But I never forgive myself

(Indeed)
I still wonder what I did
(Wrong)
The thoughts come against me
(In my room)
Am I stupid to think like this?
But it's just me surrendering

I fed all your tears
Thought I was saving you
But in the end I was sinking and causing more

What we lived
It was you and me
Until life took
Both of us to a place that never deserved
Explain to me what happened?
Why are we so far apart?
I see you in the same place
With the same memories
But nothing is the same as before