Biribibae Serie #4

I hope you forgive each of my sins
Or hate me more for even mentioning it
But I truly feel like dying, I'd rather not even think about it
I sold myself to the devil and I swear my head is paying for it
There are words worse than bullets that tear you apart inside
They make you feel like shit and it's hard to clean them off your body
I have the courage to forgive myself
I lost my smile a long time ago, come and grant me the wish
I want to escape from hell
And only you have the key to open such a huge portal
The only one who tames the anger of Cerberus
And turns everything bad into something good for a few seconds

I dream, sad under a thunderstorm
I want to fly again this time
I dream of waking up and touching your hair
Turning the old mistake into a new page
I dream, sad under a thunderstorm
I want to fly again this time
I dream of waking up and touching your hair
Entering through your window and making the world something new

I dream, sad under a thunderstorm
I want to fly again this time
I dream of waking up and touching your hair
Stealing the moon and giving it to my sky

I hope you don't think I'm wasting my time in vain
And the idea of ​​me doing this for a reason pisses you off
I'm not saying it's as easy as it really is
I think about it but in the end I want it so badly that I find myself
Crazy, just another crazy person fed up
Convincing the world to go on its own
It's charming, not sucking four dicks to be another fool's shadow
Who shakes your hand and manipulates you to take off your shirt

I hope all my correspondences reach you
With them, you take my childhood, tell me you appreciate me
There are always thousands of options, which one is perfect?
I'm wasting time and I want to send all this shit
That doesn't fill me up, I detest
That so much noise thinks it's better than the rest, I bet
On the one who writes with the soul on his back
You can touch my eyelids and the trumpets sound
I hope all my correspondences reach you
With them, you take my childhood, tell me you appreciate me
There are always thousands of options
Which one is perfect? I'm wasting time, fuck it!