Buril

I don't know how it happened to me
And the truth is I don't remember well
What I know is that I was sitting in a bar
Around 2 am not pm and drinking and smoking
I don't know how I got to that place
I swear I really don't know
Oh my goodness, where the hell could I be?
It doesn't ring a bell at all and I wonder how to get back
I take a look around
To see where I can go
Go, walk, jog, run
Try to find out something more
Because I don't even know why I'm here
I must have gone too fa-
Already (called) me and seeing that you're not picking up
I went to look for you in an instant

I ask for a way to locate you
I say what I didn't tell you back then
Because back then I was shy
I ask you to never push me away
I ask you not to misbehave
I ask, I ask, I ask
I ask you until the day I die

How many steps will it take me to get there?
Because in her eyes I saw it and I know she lives deceived
Face to face for so long until I wrote it
I drank and I must decide to tell you now
All that I think when I know well what it is
But what happens, then it all feels bad
It all feels bad, sh*t!
Excuse me, ma'am, I don't know if you know a street
I have no directions, I don't know the time, or the place, do you know?
It would be key, a bus, train or the high-speed train
And if there's no one to take me, please let me call someone
'Face shame' and in a moment she throws the key
I climb the stairs three at a time without stopping
No pauses, eager for explanations, stumbling
Connecting the neurons to remember something from yesterday
Waiter, forgive this old lady
Blind, deaf, mute, with wrinkles on her face
I don't know where I live or a name, I don't know anything
But go ahead, boy, no problem, call whoever

I call my love to see
If she answers me bu-
T apparently there's no con-
Nection
The feeling takes me
To imagine that

I won't make it to breakfast before I can wake up
And tell you something very important
I know it sounds silly, maybe as much as many things before
I told you so much in the songs I sang
As in another story I tell you
When I want and you don't want to forgive me
I have a huge problem, so big it doesn't fit
There must be a way out, tell me who knows
Someone who can take me now
Suddenly I fainted
I woke up tied up, dizzier than at a rave
Moving, moving and it moves, I feel like I'm on a ship
Not even taking off will unstick what's stuck and she knows it
Not those afternoons of cuddles
Arguments that end in peace
Will disappear from her mind
Able to make her only pleasure
Which is to explain, tell, cry to a paper
What I didn't learn to let go or explain to anyone
Maybe not to give pity or because they won't understand

How's it going? Well, very well!
Really? No, damn!
I can't remember anything
I've been lost all day without knowing
Yesterday I woke up without knowing the location
Recognizing that I drank and drank too much but I
Truly believe someone slipped
Something in my drink but knowing what I want
That she still loves me
Because if not I'll die
And those nurses will surely make it hurt
The nurse looks with a cruel face
Weak and fragile like her long needle
Looking into my eyes, hoping to see my complaint
But since I don't complain, my anesthesia a slap
Dizziness from the handling, I got angry and said leave
Far from following advice, suddenly I saw it on a platter
She sweeps it with a rabbit, and without thinking she becomes a rabbit
I saw a light, opened my eyes, everything came to my mind
That's how it happened to me, I went to the gig
Before it started I fainted
That's when I started dreaming
And upon waking up on the stretcher, I found you