Enfermizo

Nitro MC on the mic
Verbal lockdown
Killer produces
Sick
I want to tell you a story
About a couple that will never fade from my memory
Their abandoned house, and if you pass by there
They say you can still hear how he made her laugh
Manuel had lost everything in his last relationship
His ex was a bitch who broke his heart

His family isolated him, and he got used to rising alone
And everything he has, he achieved in solitude
He didn’t trust anyone because he had trusted before
And they betrayed him, he thinks everyone’s the same
What a horror, he doesn’t talk to anyone but what’s necessary, he’s a loner
Until one day to integrate him, they invite him to a neighborhood party
Manuel got ready, after months he laughed
And at that party, a glance froze him
He saw dark eyes like the night that gave him confidence
And a smile shining like stars that sparked hope
After so long
Without trusting

The light at the end of the tunnel
Claudia is a girl in love with drugs
Her friends saved her from her neck and a rope
No problems, she has a starry smile
Night eyes, but she’s missing something to be a full moon
And at a neighborhood party, she sees a man different from the usuals
She smiles at him, and he’s frozen
Claudia felt a tingle, it had never happened before
After a few drinks, he approaches, they talk
His name is Manuel, the one with that intense gaze
A night of laughter blooming

He caught her attention so much that he didn’t go out to dance like he always did
They agreed to meet, he makes her not need drugs
He makes her feel like she’s different from all the rest
The way he looks at her inspires trust
The fire in his eyes sparked hope
After so long, he cares about looking good
Claudia waits for him, they agreed to meet outside the train
When he arrives, she almost reflexively smiles
He shares secrets, nothing makes her distrust
He brings her roses, and as night falls, they touch perfection
In that park, hearts start racing

He approaches, she approaches, and everything is tender
And with a kiss, they sealed the pact of eternal love
When their lips brushed, he felt
That he was finally breaking out of the four walls he locked himself in
That extraordinary feeling
She felt that with him, drugs were no longer necessary
They started to build their truth
They were two separate wings that could now fly together
And they wouldn’t separate again
My love, I need you, because with your soul I found my peace
They took the step
She moved in with him

At the entrance of the house, it said Claudia and Manuel
But there’s something in Claudia’s belly
She’s still very young, and a baby, the rules of this game change
But Manuel didn’t doubt for a second
All he wanted was for that little one to come into this world
That fruit of love for him, for her, is a child they won’t be able to raise well
Because with what they earn, they couldn’t give him a good life
Because they haven’t been together long
Because she’s still not decided
Because she hasn’t fully left addiction behind
And for not accepting it, Claudia fell into depression
One day Manuel comes home from work, and Claudia isn’t there
He calls her on the phone, and she left her cell
She went out to get high for hours

Because when she feels bad, she gets high to escape problems like this one
Manuel finds her and rushes her home
And in the room where there had been laughter, he beats her out of rage
How could you if you have our baby?
She apologizes, crying, swearing she won’t do it again
He forgives her, and they both cry
Let’s move on, let’s pretend it never happened
But when the doctor gave her the ultrasound
At six months, he let her know it wouldn’t survive
Claudia lost her child

Because of the drugs she consumed and the beating Manuel gave her
They always shared everything
And now they share the guilt of their child who died in her womb
You’re a bitch, how could you get high?
You’re a fucking coward, how could you hit me? You killed him
When she gets home, she locks herself in
Where laughter rang out yesterday, it’s just him screaming bitch
He breaks down the door, desperate to see her
Blinded by rage, he chokes her until she’s dead
He realized it was sick

After a few minutes, he realized what he did
You and my child are in heaven, and I have to join you, forgive me God
A bullet took Manuel to the other world
He thought that finally, they could all be together
When the beautiful turns sick
Everything can end with blood on the floor
Stay away even if it hurts, ask for help with firm feet
On earth, you don’t need it, no doubt
You can move forward if you realize this hell
Remember you have to pretend and that nothing is eternal
You are stronger
The sick brings illusions that can even lead to death.