Amsterdam

I never thought this situation would come
I promised myself not to find my heart again
When I saw you, I thought you wouldn't be anything more
Than another person who would leave one day without warning
And I knew you thought the same
Neither of us wanted to try again
But if that's the case then why
I just want to hug you again

Tell me what's happening here?
Why do I only think of you?
I try to figure out should I take a risk
Or just stay silent?
I still remember the day
We walked at sunset
I could have said it, but still I stayed quiet

Months passed and I didn't know how to react
I felt like I was losing something I never really had
And I didn't know if you felt the same
I never understood that it didn't matter
Only your suitcases saw me react
Because you had already gone somewhere else

Tell me what's happening here?
Why do I only think of you?
I try to figure out should I take a risk
Or just stay silent?
I still remember the day
We walked at sunset
I could have said it, but still I stayed quiet

Today you tell me your stories
Amsterdam, Spain, and Rome
And inside I just hope you'll say