Dialogo interno

In the quiet moments of a June month
Leymar had an internal dialogue with Novilunio
They understand each other in feelings of strong downpour
And strengthen in nights of much insomnia
With dark circles for staying up writing at late hours
And patience because sleep still delays
Since it hasn't arrived or devoured
The thirsty thoughts of this locomotive mind
A mind that still clings like the lack of sleep
To a past that terrifies it because I didn't put effort
Because I let instinct be the owner
Of what my intuition should have said and not just disdain
Although the crazy actions are not seen the same by those who think
They are planned and executed in a very tense way

Still sitting and thinking proudly of the decisions
As they have marked all their actions
Some moment imprinted in several hearts
Of an attempt found for thousandth reasons
Something that happened, that no one understands
The failures that happen when no one sees me
Today I just review the sadness they sell me
And I find it in pieces because I didn't call anyone
Someone is expressing themselves who faces their fears since childhood
Has tried not to be so embarrassed when the stranger's eye winked
With many failed attempts due to lack of affection
But when I find trust, I try not to be so harmful

Among the things that motivate a person to write
What their soul can feel always comes first
Since in it lies the joy and the suffering
Of all those moments that still wish to live
There are many things that are still here
And cause bad thoughts
And others that I don't say, because I lie to myself
I deny the truth within me
Even when I am the one who invents the whole story

While thinking about the future considering the present
More pieces fit in my head
Because only by using creativity in the mind
Will you make great skills out of your fears

In the quiet moments of a June month
Leymar had an internal dialogue with Novilunio
They understand each other in feelings of strong downpour
And strengthen in nights of much insomnia
In the quiet moments of a June month
Leymar had an internal dialogue with Novilunio
They understand each other in feelings of strong downpour
And strengthen in nights of much insomnia

In solitude, the most sincere joys are shared
They both know about true friendships
Although sometimes sadness somewhat hurts them
There will always be a reason that regenerates them
A hope, a sincere hug
That on the scale is the first weight
A longing for kisses and I love yous
For those who don't reach a true love

You have had losses for helping several people
You have collaborated and they disappoint you
Why do you keep giving your best when they also abandon you?
Even worse when they even betray you
How much I want to help those who need it most
The fact of seeing a beggar waiting; the inner joy takes away from me
Knowing that he needs to feed more mouths
His sadness is flooding me until I lose sight of him
Stay away from them if they don't think like you
Don't ruin your beautiful moments in search of another light
And just follow what I illustrate to you
Regardless of the loneliness I frustrate you on the way
And if you ask, it's destiny; nothing more and period
Let beliefs, politics, and other matters
Not separate you from your people; understand they are just bushes
That cover the freedom of the mind
If you see him following orders with a confused attitude
Why don't you go to that orb and end his dormant file
Do you think what he lives is a deserved payment
And ignore that he is a slave of corrupted individuals
Awakening someone's inner struggle I don't know if it's help or complication
Especially when the person doesn't follow reason
A bunch of information would be useless
For a person who doesn't discern the truth from the heart
And only follows illusion

In the quiet moments of a June month
Leymar had an internal dialogue with Novilunio
They understand each other in feelings of strong downpour
And strengthen in nights of much insomnia
Living in constant effort for a better evolution
For all that, maybe I generate a denser vibration
So that my being is light in a prompt elevation according to my intention