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Now, I'm wanting to tell my mom
Just for her to say that I choose to suffer
She only watches TV and says she'll never know
But I don't have anyone else to turn to

Now, I'm wanting to just write something
For me to feel like an idiot when I stop to read it
No one listens to this shit
I'm not a born poet, like those I hate reading

And how can I be happy when I'm so fucking sad?
How can I make everyone laugh when I spent the night awake?
And I'm sorry for disappointing you
I'll lock myself in this bathroom and just masturbate
And it could be worse
It could be worse

And if my nose was smaller, I'd love myself more
What if I throw myself on fire?
(Are you seeing this?)
I can't finish any rational thought, without thinking about sabotage me
I even think about being way cooler
And be the news everyone forgot and no one even tried to remember

And how can I be happy when I'm so fucking sad?
How can I make everyone laugh when I spent the night awake?
And I'm sorry for disappointing you
I'll lock myself in this bathroom and just masturbate
And it could be worse
It could be worse

And it could be worse
It could be worse
It could be worse
It could be worse
It could be worse
(I can try loving myself tomorrow)

It could be worse
It could be worse
(I can try loving myself tomorrow)
It could be worse
It could be worse
(I can try loving myself tomorrow)

It could be worse
It could be worse
It could be worse
It could be worse