cuerpo

Cursed heart of ice, tattoo on the ground
From falling so much I rise, I lose myself in the sky
Expert in making people suffer
A little bit to you and a little bit to me
I spend my time reproaching myself for what I was not

So many fights, so much history
So many things that seemed so good
They were ugly, don't believe me
When I say I'm good
Don't believe me

And you were good, you were bad
You were my best soldier
When I needed the side
Someone tell me the truth
And don't stop loving me
I don't know how much longer I'm going to punish myself

Because even though I didn't want to leave you
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too late
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before

Consequences of not knowing how to listen
I lose weight and my anxiety increases
Oh, little one, but how skinny you are
Eat something, nobody will like you
Listening to everyone
Except me, thinking I'm confused
That I lost, believing myself so cruel
For wanting to leave, when I was always faithful to you
Now it's my turn to say

Because even though I didn't want to leave you
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too late
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before

And sometimes I think, I feel
There is a way out but I can't find it
I would give everything to see you happy again
My body became my enemy
He doesn't believe what I say
And it took away my hunger
For wanting to sew all my feelings with wire
I'm tired of living a constant duality
My soul feels a visitor in my body
A bit delirious
And sometimes I go down slowly
I try to understand what is happening inside me
Why does my skin break out every time I lie to myself?
It is part of a divine punishment

Because even though I didn't want to leave you
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too late
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before