Period (마침표)

I still don't know where I am
Even on these thousands of notes
I don't know what they're saying
The sentences are packed, yeah
Answering my self from a few years ago, yeah
Nothing has changed from before, not even one thing has changed about you
Still a narrow-minded person
If it doesn't go my way, I'll overturn everything
I'm tired of things not going as planned
My once warm heart has cooled down
I've cleared away unnecessary emotions
I hated that you didn't understand
Not a single thing has changed
How do I look to you?
I feel pathetic

I think I should say it now
I think I should say it now
I'm frustrated with myself like this
Should I die, it's suffocating
In the delayed response from my mom
Imagining them without me
I feel like it's too early to go
Still

Still, there's no one to trust
As time goes by
I'm scared that you'll leave me too
Scared that you'll abandon me, ooh
Still, I have no one to trust
As time goes by
Even you, whom I trusted
Are changing and leaving me, yeah

I just wanna tell you
Can you love me?
If you know my sincerity
You might leave
'Cause I'm not the one, not the one that you think I would be
Smiling as if nothing happened, one by one it piles up
If it becomes empty, if you become unhappy too, it can't happen
If you crumble because of me, it can't happen
When my song reaches you, I'll be gone with the wind

I'll leave first
I'll leave first
I'm sorry, I'll leave first
Go and I'm sorry
Because I couldn't love
Because I didn't know how to be loved
Selfish me

Don't forgive me, there's no one to trust
As time goes by
I'm scared that you'll leave me too
Scared that you'll abandon me, oh
Still, I have no one to trust
As time goes by
Even you, whom I trusted
Are changing and leaving me, yeah

I guess I just gotta live by myself