Irony

Don't be so kind
What kind of face should I make?
The words we've piled up can't be seen
Your profile

Where is it?
The lost key remains unfound
Sigh
Getting tired of stubbornly passing by each other

Just a little far away
My hands can't reach
Do I really want to grasp
Your shadow

Don't be so kind
Look, we hurt each other again
With the piled up lies, we can't move anymore
Don't look at me with those eyes
What kind of face should I make?
I keep hesitating, but will I eventually
Be able to smile?

How many
Days have I spent with you?
Even so
The words we exchanged are too few

Just a little closer
The distance with you
I can't grasp it well, just a bit more

You're not so kind
Look, we hurt each other again
With the piled up lies, I can't hear
Your words
Hiding your true voice
Humming this melody
Letting myself go to
The slowly changing heart

I don't understand myself
I also feel like I want to know you
Suppressing the conflicting feelings a bit
I grope around for the invisible wall

Don't be so kind
Look, we hurt each other again
The piled up lies are just painful
I want to go see you right away
But I can't find the words
At least on the last page
I want to show you a smile!