Gema Rosa

What you think you see is only as real
As your brain tells you it is
Then, what am I supposed to believe in?
What am I going to leave behind when I'm through?

Pink gem in the drink to forget about you
Expensive clothes in the kitchen because I don't know how to fake
If the police call, baby, I can't go
I already told you what was going on, that's how life made me

I know that everyone out there are all NPCs, no
That you want me to turn you upside down, fuck
I'm so messed up and it's not even three yet
Trying strange things to not lose faith, no

I love myself even though I treat myself badly
With the face of a tourist in my own city
I don't think about the future anymore, it always goes wrong
I don't trust memories, I know they're not true

It tells me: What's wrong with you?, I don't know what it wants to hear
It's hard for me to be present, when I am, I want to leave
I don't feel anything new anymore, even if I take another pill
There are things that are scary even if you want to die

Pink gem in the drink to forget about you
Expensive clothes in the kitchen because I don't know how to fake
If the police call, baby, I can't go
I already told you what was going on, that's how life made me

You think you're a killer, but you can see it coming
I know my worth, I didn't need to lie
Dummys trying to copy me, they can't even keep up
I set fire to the room just before leaving

You're only what you can't change
The bad dreams, the ones you usually remember
I know how to be alone, I don't need to
If I'm with myself it's because I can't escape

New problems, it's too late for the others
I want to die, but I'm not going to give up
If you cross me, bitch, no one can save you
If I die, I'll blow everything up

Pink gem in the drink to forget about you
Expensive clothes in the kitchen because I don't know how to fake
If the police call, baby, I can't go
I already told you what was going on, that's how life made me

Pink gem in the drink to forget about you
Expensive clothes in the kitchen because I don't know how to fake
If the police call, baby, I can't go
I already told you what was going on, that's how life made me