Demasiado Real

Living in the smoke and little by little I’m burning out
while you’re challenging me, baby, I’m just adding it up
I don’t know if the person I want wants me back
or if they just want the money
now I’m the bad guy for being so honest
another day gone, another friend lost

Yeah yeah

Sorry for being so real
but I was taught that lying is wrong
and I don’t want another just to fill the void
that I know you’re gonna leave me
tell me since when did it become normal
for being bad to be okay and being good to be wrong
and that you feel good for making a jerk cry
who wanted to be real with you
can someone explain to me why I don’t get it
because you were rising up to where the clouds are
and out of nowhere I’m falling
now I spend my time smoking
and if I’m not smoking, then I’m drinking
and despite all the vices I have
it’s you who’s destroying me

And I wanted to tell you that
I wanted to be with you until time separates us
but you had to break my heart
only to tell me we’re all the same
I was writing songs for you
every verse and every chorus were real
I swear to God I won’t believe in any
that in four says they love me
maybe I’m just giving myself another drink
of alcohol, I feel like I’m in heaven again

Talking to God about love
He says it does more harm than drugs
and that’s why it’s so tempting
if feelings mean filth
then I’d rather smoke it away

I don’t believe in friends or whores
who say they’ll be close until the end of days
I’ve been with three who made me believe
but that’s exactly what she used to say
everyone lies to you, I think it’s natural
even you lie to yourself saying you’re fine
when you know everything’s really wrong

I don’t believe in money, I don’t believe in women
whoever shows you the most
is the one who cares the least
burning another blunt while I count the hundreds
any bitch comes around when there’s extra cash
partly it’s my fault
because I still have feelings for a gene
but I know that no one dies from love
because I’ve lived it

Can someone explain to me why I don’t get it
because you were rising up to where the clouds are
and out of nowhere I’m falling
now I spend my time smoking
and if I’m not smoking, then I’m drinking
and despite all the vices I have
it’s you who’s destroying me
and I wanted to tell you that
I wanted to be with you until time separates us
but you had to break my heart
only to tell me we’re all the same
I was writing songs for you
every verse and every chorus were real
I swear to God I won’t believe in any
that in four says they love me

Yeah