Roto Otra Vez

Everything moves slow in my head now
I don’t know how I keep smiling
When I’m still broken inside and nothing’s gonna fix me
With a shattered heart but running in my worst race

Trying to get you to love me
Could you at least care a little?
But nothing matters to you anyway

That feeling that won’t leave me alone
And makes me sit in the waiting room
Believing that one day you’ll come back
But it’s just a dream that the smoke creates

I know you’re not coming back, I don’t know what to say, girl
I just want to run away
To see if something goes right
Sometimes I wish I could see how you’re doing without me
But I’m sure it’s the complete opposite of me

I know it’s not the time to reminisce about those days
When you told me that every time I woke up you’d give me a kiss
But everything went to hell and I’m always trying to deal with all this
Without wanting to love you, I fell for you alone and this is all that’s left

I know it wasn’t enough
I just wanted to see you all the time
And every moment when I kissed you and told you I loved you, I never lied
But I know that if you come back one day, you won’t find me because I know I’m not there anymore
If I were, you wouldn’t recognize me because I’m just what once made you happy

And I tell you that yes, I don’t recognize myself
I’m crying a lot, I sound all rough
No one wants to look me in the eyes for a minute
And I feel like I’m dying slowly, little by little
I don’t want to think of you, I want to be asleep
I can’t feel my eyes or my friends
No one wants to see me, no one’s with me
And I distanced myself from everyone to be with you, yeah

If you want, don’t run away, you know my life was yours
If I was able to screw up my life
What do you think, I’ll do it with yours?
I’d rather let everything flow, it’s better this way
All these niggas sad as hell about me

They say I’m good for anyone or to do anything, but not for you
They say I never regretted what I decided to do back then
That I’m a bad person for you, that they don’t want to see me cry or be happy
That I deserve what’s happening to me but they only hear one side of the story
And no one cares how much I’ve cried, if this is wrong, or if I’m dying

And I don’t want to keep going like this for you
I don’t want to cry, I swear I don’t
I don’t know what’s happening to me but I know that if I see you again, I’ll get out of here
I’m at the bottom of everything you think and I believe you’ve already forgotten me
I don’t want to cry remembering the things I never fulfilled but promised

I know you’re not coming back, I don’t know what to say, girl
I just want to run away
To see if something goes right
Sometimes I wish I could see how you’re doing without me
But I’m sure it’s the complete opposite of me

I know you’re not coming back, I don’t know what to say, girl
I just want to run away
To see if something goes right
Sometimes I wish I could see how you’re doing without me
But I’m sure that.