Sem Céu e Sem Chão

Here locked in my room, heart bleeding
I reassess the damage you did to me
With my self-esteem low
Calling and sending messages
I don't see myself with the courage to love again

I know I'm partly to blame, but every time you leave
It's as if the heart attack pain breaks my chest
I try to change, but I don't
Instead of deceiving, I deceive myself
There's a way for everything in life and I don't get it

Without weapons, I'm killing time to see if I survive
Afraid of finding you, I hide from myself
I walk, but I have no direction
Even my soul is lost
How do I restart the life you ended?

I know I'm partly to blame
But every time you leave
It's as if the heart attack pain breaks my chest
I try to change, but I don't
Instead of deceiving, I deceive myself
There's a way for everything in life and I don't get it

Your plastic emotions stirred me
I can't smile like before, sadness gets in the way
Aerial and with a faded face
I feel without sky and without ground
And the damn of my heart
If it doesn't die, it kills me

I know I'm partly to blame
But every time you leave
It's as if the heart attack pain breaks my chest
I try to change, but I don't
Instead of deceiving, I deceive myself
There's a way for everything in life and I don't get it