Crescer (FLCL) (feat. Shiny Sz)

Since my brother left, I
Don't know how I felt
I don't know where to go
Or where I can escape

And deep in your eyes, I see
That we have someone in common
You don't let go of me
Smoke smell on you

Things from the past are no longer about me
And even if I look ahead
I don't want to follow anymore

Jump, jump, heart
She wants all my attention
Hits and returns in this pressure
But I can't, I have to leave behind

But not everything comes easy
I don't even know what happened
Hit by a low
And why was I the target?

This girl is very strange
And I can't even discern
And she still asks me
If I'm fooly cooly

I'm trying to find myself
They didn't say it would be like this
So many things changing and I don't know how to act
(Ya, ya, ya, ya)

Everyone pointing and asking something I already know
There's something wrong, I've noticed
They question my pains so often (yeh)
Like: How does that come out of your mind? (Yeh)

I never gave attention to these people
Shaman and shiny together, how would it be different? (yeh)
Take me to another place
Empty mind, full of problems
What am I running from, I don't know
But I need to run!

I don't want to grow!
I don't want to change!
Lies around me make me disbelieve
(I want to win!)
Without any fear
I don't want to be just another one
I want to be able to find myself

My messy room
My feelings will mess up
Lies by my side
I no longer know what is real

With the courage of my brother
I can at least be someone
I feel trapped in confusion
I just want to feel good

But I will fly!
Tired of crying!
I need to accept
That I am no longer a child

Face my fears
I have no choice
But to face what imprisons me

I don't want to grow!
I don't want to change!
Lies around me make me disbelieve
(I want to win!)
Without any fear
I don't want to be just another one
I want to be able to find myself

I-I want to win!
Without any fear
I don't want to be just another one
I want to be able to find myself