Insomnio

Nerves on edge
In my throat, I have a knot
That doesn't let me see the things that happened
Girl, I'm not with you because I think about the future

It wouldn't be the same if you were by my side
Things change, but people don't
Even though I won't change, I apologize
I turn around and don't see you lying on the mattress

Now everything is hate and before everything was love
It doesn't hurt anymore
But it's dying inside
Throws things in my face just to say sorry later

Look at how I feel
Look at how I sing to you
Until my last breath
You might see some tears

Here nothing happens and at the same time everything happens
We promised to love each other, girl, and now we're alone
All those 'I love yous' served a purpose but you're on your own
What you would give for me, I know you're looking for it in someone else

And now it's not us
And now it's not us
Memories stick while I burn photos
Life is stages that are slowly forgotten

Hey, slowly forgotten
No matter how hard I try, I can't forget your face
There's nothing to calm me down
Girl, call me your crazy

There's nothing to heal the damage your eyes left
I settle for the bad, never live in the past
Even though I live worried, I'm clear it won't come back
It's too late to look back

Don't try to fix what you did wrong back then
While you live in the past
You'll never see things clearly
You left me marked

But what does it matter
Learning to let go is sometimes loving
But I want you by my side and now you

Nerves on edge, in my throat, I have a knot
That doesn't let me see the things that happened
Girl, I'm not with you because I think about the future
It wouldn't be the same if you were by my side

Things change, but people don't
Even though I won't change, I apologize
I turn around and don't see you lying on the mattress
Now everything is hate and before everything was love

Feet on the ground and I'm suffering vertigo
Don't be surprised if one day I jump from a rooftop
Everything I would tell you, I sing into the microphone
You act like you don't care and don't answer my calls

My heart hasn't skipped a beat in a long time
It must be out there lost, searching for success
Sometimes I think, girl, that I'm a lunatic
But writing this way takes skill

Here nothing happens and at the same time everything happens
We promised to love each other, girl, and now we're alone
All those 'I love yous' served a purpose but you're on your own
What you would give for me, I know you're looking for it in someone else

And now it's not us
And now it's not us
Hey, and now it's not us
Girl, now, not