Before The Dawn

Just a dream with footprints left behind
I keep getting used to this path
They say anyone can make it
In a world full of lies
Are you really reaching out?
Since when did that stranger remind me of my dreams?
The adults handed me
Dreams like balloons, now let go
Their bony calves are just a joke
In the end, the direction they point is the same path
Desire is just greed to me
My flame blooms from the light
An unavoidable destiny

Where the sun always rises, the moon is there
The curtains blocking the view are still in place
Blindfolded without even walking
I don’t even know if the light is gone
Because it never existed in my world
Again, they envy me, they’re jealous
I’m stuck in the dawn
I have no intention of seeing the light
In the ugliest beauty, I can’t escape
I keep falling back in

You know darkness is the deepest
Before the dawn
Before the dawn
I won’t stop here

Even though it feels like falling
Off the deep end
Off the deep end
I can win it all
I can do even better
I can see the sun is rising

A flower blooming in the mud
Looks even more beautiful in the dirt
That’s all, just words like fear until now
Breathing while relying on that fear
Please tell me to bloom for sure
Even if I lean on the moonlight
Using the moonlight as a spark
Burn like the Sun
To set my night on fire
Like a trigger on a gun
Even if I’ve never done it, I’ll hold on tight
Close my eyes for a moment, then open them

I want to see the light, not the shadow we always faced
I’ll change now, I’ll be stronger, yeah
Screaming in the dark
I pour my heart into the spark
The sadness that tormented me like a flame
Transforms into ashes
To see the brightest light
I’ve learned that you must face the deepest darkness

You know darkness is the deepest
Before the dawn
Before the dawn
I won’t stop here

Even though it feels like falling
Off the deep end
Off the deep end
I can win it all
I can do even better
I can see the sun is rising

I know now that the sun will rise
Morning is just a given
Yeah, no dark, no light
Yeah, no dark, no light
This isn’t a mid-series problem
The Sun is rising now
The more I’m scared, the more I want it
The more I want it, the bigger the sun comes to me
Dawn is my time
A vessel to hold the sunlight
I’m ready now

Open your eyes
The darkness I saw
Is just yesterday now
Smile
Look at me wide and bright
I’m no longer afraid, you see, la, la
Someone is with me
Now it’s my turn to reach out
Struggling? Don’t worry, I’ll hold on
Don’t talk to yourself, hold my hand, the darkness will pass
You know the sun is bright anyway
The light I can’t avoid is an unavoidable destiny

I don’t wanna give up, never
On the ground
On the ground
No one can easily talk about me

Even though it feels like I’m left
In the darkness
In the darkness
I’m not weak
I’m gonna get stronger
I can see the Sun is rising