Filofobia

What?
What am I going to do?
If one day you leave me stranded in nothingness and I never see you again

No, I don't want to go back
To being that insecure girl who never knew how to love herself

How do I do it?
How to trust and overcome what was so bitter?
How to lose myself in you without the story
Ending in me forgetting about myself again?

Whether today or later, I will let go of this fear
And accept a sincere affection
Should I leave or should I stay?
And even though I know how much I love you
How do I know it's not a game to you?

No
No, please
Don't let me go even if I don't have a clear concept of love

It's hard for me to believe when you say you don't want anything else but to be with me
It's been said before and it still resulted in a wounded heart

How do I do it?
How to trust and overcome what was so bitter?
How to lose myself in you without the story
Ending in me forgetting about myself again?

Whether today or later, I will let go of this fear
And accept a sincere affection
Should I leave or should I stay?
And even though I know how much I love you
How do I know it's not a game to you?

Whether today or later, I will let go of this fear
And accept a sincere affection
Should I leave or should I stay?
And even though I know how much I love you
How do I know it's not a game to you?