DE VEZ EN MES
Paula Mattheus
Every Once in a While
I hope what I'm going to say doesn't offend you
I still don't know if I'm wrong, you said to count to 10 but I counted to a thousand, I'm drowning
They are increasing my medication, I don't know if a doctor is the solution to what really has already died
I keep escaping, fighting, knowing
I do the best I can, I do the best I know how
I give everything I have, even if I'm not coming back
And life is not linear, you see, what is broken can be sewn back together
It's not bad to fall, once in a month, it's better to walk and then run
You see, you get stronger when you've been screwed
One day you understand, life is not as one wants
It's like it comes with a manual of stupidity, one day you understand it
Life is not what you want, the one who loves you the most, gives you where it hurts the most
I learned to let go, to let it fly, what I am is not defined by people
I've already learned what it means to be present, a past with mistakes doesn't make you who you are
I do the best I can, I do the best I know how
I give everything I have, even if I'm not coming back
And life is not linear, you see, what is broken can be sewn back together
It's not bad to fall, once in a month, it's better to walk and then run
You see, you become stronger when you've been screwed, when you've been hurt, when they've already left
You see, you become stronger when you've been screwed, when you've been hurt, when they've already left
You see, you become stronger when you've been screwed, when you've been hurt, when they've already left
When they are already gone
Every once in a month I talk about you before I talk about myself
Every once in a month I think about you, even if you're not here
Every once in a month the shadows of everything I was return
Every once in a month, I am not who I am and I die again
Every once in a month I talk about you before I talk about myself
Every once in a month I don't know what to do with what's left of me
Every once in a month I think that a lot of time has passed, and I still don't understand everything I feel now
