Melhor Amigo/a

I can't explain, I can only feel! I met you, and that became the most special thing in the world
I can't tell you why I'm writing this, I can't explain why I'm doing it, with tears falling down my face, and bright smiles reminding me of all the moments
I know you inside out, front to back, you know all my secrets, all my fears, all my dreams, nightmares, hopes, feelings (...) I love you, I love you the same way one loves a sibling.. A sibling at heart, who is always there, even far away, and even close! Today, I just have to ask you a thousand apologies, and a thousand thank yous, for everything and then some. Because one of the things life has taught me is that only friendship can be eternal..
And even if I'm not present in every moment of your life, I'm thinking of you, if you're okay or not, if someone has messed with you or not.. Because anyone who makes you unhappy is screwed with me, believe me
Because the only thing I want is to see you well! I've liked you from the first moment, and I will like you more, until the last
I just ask you to always be with me, and for that, I don't ask for anything in return, not even 1 cent! My happiness is being with you, my sister (...)
I like you in such an intense, strong, and unconditional way that I can't even explain
I know you're one of the few people who always wants the best for me, who has always done me good, and who has shown that my well-being is your happiness, and for that, I am eternally grateful
You're my best friend, and no one can take that away from us, or divide us, or separate us
I don't like you just because you're my best friend, but also because of who you are.. - Today I still remember, that it all started very unexpectedly, and this being best friends was even more surprising, believe me
You're completely unforgettable, and I want you to always have that strength that fascinates me :) That courage, to face the world head-on, I know you can do it, I believe in you, like no one else
It's hard to look back and not want to remember the most beautiful moment with my best friend, the most special. It's impossible not to remember not even one! If I could change something, I wouldn't change anything, not even what went wrong! I can't explain why (...)
I don't know if I should admire you, honor you, or thank you. I just want it to be well written here, in this text, that our friendship is one of the truest and most special! Maybe because it's the reason that no love is described or defined. It's only felt
To me, you're like a sister, in soul and heart! That I take with me everywhere.. It's the mornings, the afternoons, the nights I spend with you! Everything is fun, if you're with me
And believe me, I find it incredible how we understand each other, how sometimes we annoy each other for no reason, how honesty surpasses everything! If you didn't exist, you would have to be invented
You're a guardian angel, who is always there when needed, who no matter how bad things have gone, never leaves me alone.. Under no circumstances
Maybe I can't express the right words, can't define what should be, and can't describe what should be described! I can only tell you, that it's not a simple text like this one, that will change things. We don't need any of this, we don't need texts, photos, hi5's, messages.. We just need to always have each other, without any obstacles or barriers, and that changes everything
It's my only wish, to always have you by my side, best friend
Notice, that throughout this text, I've called you best friend countless times, but it's so you know that you really are! (I know you know)
Believe, that: "Today will be even better than yesterday"
Always remember this phrase, in all situations of your life.
It may solve many of your doubts, many of your problems and conflicts
You make my heart "smile", best friend
And I have no words, for everything you do for me! I remember all the words, all the conversations, the first kiss, the first hug, the first "I love you".. I remember as if it were today.
It's you, it's you who is always there in every moment, and instead of drying my tears, you never let them fall.. And that is one of the greatest proofs of friendship anyone can ever do - I still remember that time when I was really bad (you know), I just wanted to die right there, at that precise moment. Or find a way to die at that moment! But when I saw you on msn, I decided to talk to you right away, and I thought "this is exactly what I needed.. it was with her that I needed to talk", I talked to you and your words were the most beautiful I've ever heard
And while I was crying, I had a huge smile that didn't stop shining or growing :o Because yes, at that precise moment you made me smile in a way that maybe I've never been able to
And at that precise moment, I regained that strength I learned from you. That strength that infected me every day :) Because yes, a big part of the strength I have, or maybe even all of it, is because of you! You taught me all my problems, all my anxieties :c and when I'm feeling bad, it's you I run to hear those beautiful words that only you know how to say!
I still remember when you said to me: "We won't give up, if you suffer, I suffer too, love." It was good to realize that if you're feeling bad, I am too, but at the same time bad, because I never want to see you feeling bad :c no matter how I am!
So hard to understand that I could never call you "best friend" again, that we could never cry with laughter again
You convey so much of that, so much of what you have, and what you would like to have
You convey everything and then some
Not even a thousand thank yous would be enough for all the smiles I've given for you, and you, for me
You're marked in my heart! I will always carry you with me, in my thoughts, in my soul, and in my heart
There's no definition for you!
"It took me an hour to get to know you and just a day to fall in love. But it will take me a whole life to forget you." - Do you remember when you told me that? It was so good to read it, to realize that you weren't lying *.*
With you, I learned that I can always go further, no matter how difficult it is! I can't even explain how special you are, and so unique at the same time
"They can forbid me to believe in everything, to commit, to drink anything, they just can't forbid our friendship to end" - so, tell me when you said this to me? Oh, it was so good to hear that. And it became even more special, knowing that it came from you, and not copied from other scenes.