Me Tira Daqui

I'm finished
Trash, I'm spent
Thinking: I pity myself
Little by little, gradually
I'm killing myself and death is slow
Mirror turned
My enemy
The pain didn't go away
I'm not my friend
And soon from being alone trying so hard
It seems to have become a cycle

Sorry
I

I know that crying for you is difficult
And you up high looking down
I don't want to jump, I'm on the edge
And nothing can stop me
But if someone asks if I'm okay
I can get out of here
Complications
Someone, please, come take me away from here
I want a hug, to vent
But since no one wants to listen, I'm here
You say it's nonsense
You don't know anything about me
Will it be nonsense
When I have the courage to end it

Oh, mother
Thank you for the words
You talking to me, helping
It's all I needed when I had nothing

Oh, father
Thank you for your calmness
Your funny joke
And your hug calms me down
I apologize for not being the person
That the world wanted me to be

I apologize to myself
For being so ashamed of myself
Love, forgive me, I always loved you
And I think soon you'll know that
I thank you for always being with me
And when you were with me, I felt beautiful