Desire

Silent life, retraining day by day
Screaming thoughts always flow silently
Love remains unchanged today
Unable to reach the emergency stairs

Longing for resignation
Drawing an eight, looping
The guiding light to the exit leads towards the burning heart

The desire I held, the disaster I want to erase
There's no common sense in a place without fire
The present I held stared at regret
Might as well watch me turn to ashes

Your fire fades, the boy burns
The voice that doesn't reach breaks in frustration
Love remains unchanged today
Aimless trajectory, I lack direction

Consciousness is dripping
Silent like a heat haze
Yet I can still dream
Swinging, touching, hoping

The era I waited for, the disaster I want to erase
Dragging it back, defying the body
The present I held stared at regret
Might as well watch me, watch me, watch me
Watch me

The taste of blood was good
Like a burning tongue
Just waiting for sweet expectations
Faint wishes drifting
Staring at a weak heart
Couldn't stay silent

The desire I held, the disaster I want to erase
Smoke rises where there's no fire
This disaster I'm living, whatever happens, it's fine
Might as well turn to ashes, burned by life