Bucle

I've let myself laugh
When inside I've cried
If I've survived you
I must be a soldier

Why would I lie
When the truth is I love you
Part of me is still here
And another part has gone away

With you I used to fly but not anymore
I know your heart had no room for me
I knew you didn’t, that you didn’t love me
In love, you were lost
And I was losing myself

Lying in bed with you on my chest
Thinking about that moment when it would end and never come back
I dreamed of her and now with her I have nightmares

I flipped the bottle but
The bottle flipped my life
How do you live without her?
How do you forget?

I feel like I’m stuck in a loop of missing you and it never ends
I know I lost you but I want you back
Why can’t you aim right, Cupid?
The poisoned arrow has stayed with me
Since I met you, I’ve lost my way

I've let myself laugh
When inside I've cried
If I've survived you
I must be a soldier

Why would I lie
When the truth is I love you
Part of me is still here
And another part has gone away

I know I haven’t been that good
But I haven’t been that bad either
I burned myself with kerosene
Because I flew too high

I know I haven’t been that good
But I haven’t been that bad either
If I suffer it’s because I love you
But you’ve forgotten that

Yeah
Just because time passes doesn’t mean goodbye
Being so far doesn’t heal the pain
Getting back to being okay, like with you
Isn’t easy, being your friend

Because of you I’m broken and half a lung
From screaming to the world what I’ve lost
I’ve run out of tears to fill the sea
You’ve been here but now you’re not
How do I change the tense, yeah

I've let myself laugh
(I've let myself laugh)
When inside I've cried
(When inside I've cried)

If I've survived you
(If I've survived you)
I must be a soldier
(I must be a soldier)
Why would I lie
(Why would I lie)

When the truth is I love you
(When the truth is I love you)
Part of me is still here
(Part of me is still here)
And another part has gone away
(And another part has gone away)