Carta de Sinceridad

[Piter-g]
Did they not tell you to believe when you were little?
That when you grow up, you could be whoever you wanted?
You're there whoever you are, so tell me something
Tell me if life is a test and if I don't get out

I undid the paper plane and wrote
Every detail I want to change for myself
Because it's enough to confess and lie
Because it's enough to kill myself in every song for you

I'm not as brave as you hear in songs
I'm scared, I cross out my prayers
I'm afraid without security
I've been the class fool that everyone treated badly

What are you looking at? What do you want?
Life has taught me to be like this, but it doesn't ask if you prefer it this way
Fourth drink, I've noticed that as one grows, they see more things
But they also blind themselves to others

Instead of living, I would call it dying
Little by little with time, isn't that right?
I protest, Your Honor, I have evidence
It's been a long time since I stumbled upon new stones

I'm not who I used to be, nor who I want to be
Living on the edge of dreaming with a maybe
And I write to you again to stir things up
Because I'm tired of sending you letters and not receiving yours

When I was little, you told me to believe
When I grew up, to close my eyes and go
Are you there whoever you are? So tell me something
Tell me if life is a test and if I don't get out, let's go

[Piter-g]
Tell me, I'll listen to you
I'll admit that I have one foot inside your door
And I'll beg you to leave it open

[Porta]
And deep down, nobody knows me and neither do you
I've had bad encounters, that's why I wear disguises
Why are you complaining if you made me this way?
And you stopped me when I tried to get away from you

You taught me to distrust, to be brave
So I stopped to think one day and decided to confront you
Count how many times you've left me empty and absent
A cold boy who finds it quite difficult to open up to people

He doesn't show feelings even though he's dying to
And if it were up to him, many days he wouldn't even get out of bed
Come here, I'll tell you to your face
What do you have against me? I was happy before you took it away

And now I get up pretending, hiding the pain
Trying to find what I lost inside me
And I think I fill myself with things just to fill the void
I live in a hidden cave, of course I blame you

Although I don't have clean hands either
Since I stumbled and leaned on the mud more than once
It's a burden to carry this nickname
Luckily, you gave me a great family that never leaves me alone

The console consoles me when you're not here
I hate you so much and at the same time I give you my gratitude
Life goes on, whether you're at home or in a club
And time will put us all in a coffin

And to you watching me on YouTube, since you listen to me
You never made it easy for me, I never gave up without a fight
You made me tough and as fragile as a diamond
I just want everything to go back to how it was before

And now you're going to ask me to change? Will you change anything?
Tell me if you're a test, I'll decide if I get out
Or if I keep allowing you to use me as a burden
You're no one to tell me how little I'm worth

[Piter-g]
Tell me, I'll listen to you
I'll admit that I have one foot inside your door
And I'll beg you to leave it open