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I don't wish you anything bad, my life
I hope life smiles at you
Although you are not the same one that appears in the photograph'
And that longs for everything we were that day
In tune with you
I have danced in the fire for you
I have lowered the moon for you
and now I'm lost
Mommy, I have re-entered the profile
To see how you are doing, how you are there
Your children will not bear my last name
We won't even take the trip we said we would
It hurts me, but I continue
There will be no wedding on the beach with friends
Not even townhouses with gardens
To look at the stars before going to sleep
What happened to that happy family?
that we dream one day
We said: Forever, but it always went wrong

How many times have I returned to the moment I lost you?
How much have I argued with myself about you?
How many times have I thought that I could make you happy?
But I was not good at anything and I lost you

How many times did I lose you? How many times did I lose you?
How many times have I lost myself looking for a verse that leads me to you?
How many times did I lose you? How many times did I lose you?
How many times have I gotten lost looking for a story with a happy ending?

I went from having you to wanting to stop you
From a life with you to not seeing you
The night no longer entertains me
And how I like to clear my mind
Saying "I'm sorry" is no longer enough
Words are no longer worth it
I am envious of the boy who is lucky enough that you talk to him
I don't want to live in the past
But that's where I was with you
If you want I'll go
But if I turn around, I swear I'm not breathing anymore
I feel shit when I look at you
I feel shit when I look at myself
This is my punishment
I have become my own enemy

How many times have I returned to the moment I lost you?
How much have I argued with myself about you?
How many times have I thought that I could make you happy?
But I was not good at anything and I lost you

How many times did I lose you? How many times did I lose you?
How many times have I lost myself looking for a verse that leads me to you?
How many times did I lose you? How many times did I lose you?
How many times have I gotten lost looking for a story with a happy ending? Yeah

They will talk to you about me and tell you that I was a fool
Because you deserved to be given everything
I didn't want to, but I ended up alone
Happy endings are only in wolf stories
And now that you're not here, I feel like I need you
Because I have the heart that is crying out for me
May you forgive me
You never deserved those pretty eyes to cry
And less for me
You made me happy more than anything in life
But when one burns one no longer forgets
Tell me what happened to our life
We could be happy and now I only feel hurts
Tell me, I don't know what happened
I don't know if Cupid was wrong with me
Or maybe that love is not for people like me
But I will continue waiting even if the hands of the clock stop

How many times have I returned to the moment I lost you?
How much have I argued with myself about you?
How many times have I thought that I could make you happy?
But I was not good at anything and I lost you

How many times did I lose you? How many times did I lose you?
How many times have I lost myself looking for a verse that leads me to you?
How many times did I lose you? How many times did I lose you?
How many times have I gotten lost looking for a story with a happy ending?