Dias Cinzentos

Will I ever be happy? And find someone who gives more,
Than I give in relationships and doesn't care about material goods
Someone who smiles at a simple beat
And knows we'll be happy with simple things in life

I'm tired of living illusions that end in arguments
Tired of living relationships that end without connections
Something that seemed like a life never reaches the routine phase
And I'm tired, I have to do something that motivates me

Because only I know what moves me inside,
Distance brings longing and someone who blows it with the wind
She says loving is not enough, a convenient excuse
Because loving is not enough when you don't love enough

I won't beg for you to stay with me, do you want me to ask you to?
Relationships mold themselves until they become one piece
Grow, you're not a woman, you just have the shape of one
Because you're not born a woman, you have to become one

Don't tell me I suffocate you if you show nothing to me
I don't care who you replace me with if you don't like me
My insecurity, you created it all by showing what I feel
You think giving me security is just tightening the belt

Sorry for the arguments, I said they wouldn't happen again
I was afraid something would happen that happened again
And it breaks my heart, I even go crazy
And I can't sleep when night comes

I won't forget what you said about the effort you didn't make
I don't deserve what you did, you didn't forget because you didn't want to
I gave the benefit of the doubt for a moment of joy
I saw you as the only one open to my grey days

You wasted the opportunity and did the same shit
Thinking to yourself who would be the right person
Only death is certain, be smart listening to me
Don't try to find the right person at 20

And if I'm the wrong person, instinct is more intuitive
Because the forbidden fruit is always the most desired
Indecision doesn't make sense, subject to gossip
You leave with one, come back with another, don't you respect yourself?

You fought so hard that you seemed to be winning by having me
Nowadays, you're winning by losing me
So respect my space if I want to be pissed off
I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me...

I know I'll be lost, and I can't see a thing anymore
If yesterday was colorful, today I only see sepia
It will be hard, believe me, but remembering is living
And I think you'll only remember me the day I forget you

I don't foresee a dark future, I wish for everything
You look and see the player, I look and see the Hugo
The green of my eyes gets denser with each attitude
Random thoughts change every minute

And love dies at a time when no one dies of love anymore
With you, I was never a player, nor did I try to be a tamer
What I feel is of one color and you are stronger with pain
You must have your heart in your pussy, you only fuck love

I try to give you reasons to stay with me
You only look for reasons not to stay with me
Follow your heart if your head is indecisive
Even if everyone tells you to stay alone

Opinions are free, everyone gives them instantly
It's always easier to talk for those on the outside
But only those who live and feel know 100 percent the pain of
The agony of letting go of someone you adore

We both know it was good and it's not our time
Not even a month has passed, and look at us now
I just wanted one wish from Aladdin's lamp,
That you loved your pride less than you love me

If the world ended, we'd be fine chilling in a hotel
Me, you, and a Milka Oreo making love until we reach the sky
But it was just an illusion that will soon be revealed
Something that barely started and is already talked about ending

I hope the day you know what you want for yourself,
Isn't the day I already know what I don't want for myself
But today I want you, I warm winter for you
I dim the sun with a scarf and I face hell for you

I know if I get ready, you scold me, wrap me in a tale and carve me
This isn't a fairy tale, this is a tale of flaws...
Because to err is human and I may seem crazy
But I would give a year of my life, for one more night with you...

I don't know if you miss me and if it doesn't cost you a single day
Hours spent on a mattress without seeing the light of day
But I'm tired of indecisions and if I didn't even get a postcard
All that's left is to remember alone with nostalgia...